Ingrid Michaelson - Sort Of

This song just captured the essence of what I've been feeling for the past year...

Sort of - by Ingrid Michaelson

Baby, you've got the sort of hands to rip me apart
And baby, you've got the sort of face to start this old heart
But your eyes are warning me this early morning
That my love's too big for you my love


Baby, you've got the sort of laugh that waters me
And makes me grow tall and strong and proud and flattens me
I find you stunning, but you are running me down
My love's too big for you my love
My love's too big for you my love

And if I was stronger then I would tell you no
And if I was stronger then I will leave this show
And if I was stronger then I would up and go
But here I am and here we go again

Baby, you've got the sort of eyes that tell me tales
That your sort of mouth just will not say, the truth impales
That you don't need me, but you won't leave me
My loves too big for you my love
My loves too big for you my love

And if I was stronger then I would tell you no
And if I was stronger then I will leave this show
And if I was stronger then I would up and go
But here I am and here we go again

Tell me what to do, to take away the you

And if I was stronger then I would tell you no.
And if I was stronger then I will leave this show
And if I was stronger then I would up and go
But here I am and here we go again

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back to the bum life

and so now..the 10 month internship is over.

(temporarily though for me)

i'm back to the bum life.. spending my days in front of laptop. surfing the web till i realize that it's been a half day since i woke up and im still in bed..then i still surf.. till mr.sandman comes to take me into his slumbering arms...and another day had passed. it's a cycle, and i love it.

unfortunately, graduation is not one of the things i'm busy with right now. (unlike my other dear classmates) Well, things got a little bit "shaky" during the last few months of internship.

No one reads this blog so i'll write it down anyway...

Well it was during my second to the last clinic when my 5 month running cough and colds got worst. Throughout the rotation i had accumulated 3 absences (still 1 day safe from the alloted maximum of 4). During the midrot evaluation, i was informed that they are having a hard time grading me since I had three absences, and there were only a few times in which they observed me handling a patient. Moreover, they were concerned about my health, as they knew that I was still not relieved from my sickness yet I was trying very hard to go to the clinic as i did not want to be dropped. During the last 2 weeks, majority of my patients were absent. During the last week, they informed me that they wanted to see more of my skills as they were unable to observe me. They also discussed the possibility of taking the "further training" during the summer....

Thesis defense day came...and oh well we had the 'closure' talk.

Yep. I ain't graduating and I would have to take my 'further' training on June...oh well. that's life. you get delayed once, you can do it twice.

I already spent 7 years in grade school, now I'm spending 6 in college. Damn. i love being a student!

hello 2010!

obviously, this would be my first post for 2010!

I miss updating my blog. It's like ages since I wrote a decent entry here!
So, as for 2010, here are the updates:

-currently on my second to the last clinic rotation, which is EAR unit at PGH :)
The first week was quite queasy on the stomach for me, as compared to my previous clinics. As for one, I haven't handled Audio cases (patients with hearing impairment) since my first clinic rotation last june. I must say that the approach to teaching children with hearing impairment to talk is quite different as compared to teaching children with autism/adhd/down syndrome language and speech. I am really having a hard time on thinking of activities on how I could elicit and achieve my goals. However, since I am in a specialty clinic, I am excited to learn more therapy techniques and know more evaluation do's and dont's when treating children with hearing impairment. I guess, this is really one great way to start 2010--a challenge! :)

*maybe I'll learn a thing or two from my patients on how to "listen" and do american sign language*

-another update: i am still currently bombarded with previous papers from my last clinic (another one located at PGH). I really miss my kids there..and as i am slowly crawling to the finish line of having my monitoring sheet completed, I think about them and hope that they're doing well and wish their new handlers would have good rapport with them. I also miss my cherchers too!!! (fria, da, and karen!) I must admit, this center is one hellofa rollercoaster ride. but I loved it there! :)

-hmmm..now I just realized how I really missed blogging! this entry is really one good relief from the endless clinical papers that I have been doing for the past weeks now. :D

that's all for now, ciao! =)